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2010-09-05T07:31:00.000-07:00

everything end when u meet some1 that capture ur heart

2010-08-29T10:22:00.000-07:00

y till now...i still hope for somthing that i know wont happen =(
its been years

@.@

2010-08-09T07:59:00.000-07:00

can i realli realli wat realli going in ur mind
it seem like alot happening to u
but u just dun wan tell mi =(
open up to me hao mah ?

2010-08-07T23:04:00.000-07:00

things happen fast
hmm....the doors for it is still closed
guess wat can i do now is to wait

2010-07-30T07:59:00.000-07:00

O.O its been ages since i touch my blog ler
its been past 2 months
anw oso no1 c...so update or not doesnt matter ^^

let start frm where i stop..tink is around may
hmm should be going holidae ler around that period
spend my 2 wk holidae working at taka
bird introduce the job to mi..quite tried but its fun
over its a new job...frm a waiter to a promoter
got chance will want to work again

had fun with bird during work...help each other to punch card
when either of us is late
selling gundum and thomas and fren(stupid train with that stupid face)
everydae same routine...change battery refill stock....arrange things
and oso the most impt must slack...stand whole dae for 2 wk
the legs will break man...cant tahan
will run to the toilet sit on the toilet bowl rest for few min then go back
know a few new fren frm the fair...a guy cor jimmy i guess...
he sell toy helicopter just beside my gundum
everydae like to pull my psp -.-
but he quite a nice guy and 1 tall tall guy that sell leap frog product
too bad duno his name
and a dammn funny guy cor sunny wu..he a joker man
too bad just know him bout a few daes just b4 the fair end
if not he can entertain mi for the whole 2 wk
was playing with his product the waveboard...i took 1hr just to learn that
even small kids is better than mi..and using the walking robot
to scare little kids..its dammn funny when u all c their reaction

and 1 more person that i knew...Miss banana (TYSH)
becuz she wear yellow shirt everydae =x
1st saw her was hmm i tink halfway of the fair
her face look so fierce at 1st
but when get to know her more...she got a nice smile with 2 small dimples
too bad mine bigger =x dun envy me ^^
get to know her when bird off and im working alone
went to break at canteen...bought a drink and went ontop to the open area
saw her...sat beside her chit chat
this is when it started..she like quiet quiet de
1st msg to her was on 23/06/10
still remember i hai her kenna scold by bao zhu
just becuz i went over and tok to her
since then...went to break with her everytime
most of the time would be staring at her when im working opps =x

time past fast..soon its end of fair
starting to pack...box up all the stock
that day dammn sway..cut my finger with the pen knife
guess im too gan chiong..the blood like water foutain..
wont stop flowing de..wrapped 2 plaster then finally it stop
kin kin finish the stock and went home cuz sch starting tmr

eversince i been txting her frm then till even now
i updating...it somehow become a habit to mi and her
as time goes by..somehow realise that i fallen for her
dun ask mi y..cuz xi huan yi ge ren dun need reason =D

though we just know each other like for 1 month
memeory of u stay deep inside me
ur the 1st girl that watch movie with me 1 to 1
ur the 1st girl that went to farmart and qian hu with me
ur the 1st girl that pei mi shop for the things i want
till now...every morning i will be yearning for ur msg
and even through out the day...sry that sometimes i keep bz bz
and thanks for chating with me whole day when im working
it helped alot..
ehhh... y mind sudden go blank
wanted to write alot de...
hmmm nvm will edit when i remember
1 last thing...
im still waiting for ur chance to let mi prove to u...

2010-05-17T06:25:00.000-07:00

been a long time...since i blog
had been chiong-ing gym and study these few days
as i tink through..these are things that i work hard for
are bound to have some return...i realli dun wish
to invest on something that cause my effort down the drain
no matter how much i put in...

people tell mi i had been hugging a wrong cactus for very very
very very looooooog period and ask mi to change...if its the right 1
obviously u will feel hurt
but u will feel sweet after all the torns is gone
things change...i listen to them..changed cactus
but i know this will be like the last one
how many times must i kenna like that when i know its wrong
and yet i still want to carry on
knowing that onli pain it will be giving mi
yet i hug closer and tighter..
i realli got to stop...
i dun wan to torture myself anymore

A: u okay mah?
B: okay ar~
A: orh bye
B: bye
*B turn...tears begin dropping*

2010-03-31T22:45:00.000-07:00

Some say it's not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There's something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you're here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It's going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come

2010-03-31T09:57:00.000-07:00

yo guys! im back to update this dusty blog again
having a half dead mind..im realli too tired..
actually fallen asleep..sudden tink dao havent update blog
jiu wake up and updating in progess..

but some1 make mi stress for her 4 nth...and then end up
i 4get my main purpose is to update blog..
kk back to main point...just came back frm chalet 10 hrs ago
but i can sae...its SHIOCK ! (y) if i can go throught
that kind of life everydae...belive mi i would

so lets start frm dae 1...wake up at 9..and well
i was suppose to meet them at 9..so its obvious
that im late..but nvm its ok..after bath
went to bird house..carry all the necessary things to joe house.
waited for the big big cab..that actually let all of us fit in.
not bad..quite a nice car..white in colour

lets c wat diff frm last yr chalet..hmm
2 pair or love bird..yea that the diff
guess this the 1st time we had chalet tgt with their gf
well..rch the destination..everything went smoothly
the 1st thing is to lie to the bed..its dammn comfortable
after unpacking...play a few round of card game
then cont with our bbq-ing..it started to rain..
just drizzling...not realli rain..still we cont we our bbq-ing
soon its was night...its time to party! woo...bought beer and breezer
that night is the highest night man..maybe its becuz the people around me
are all close fren..that y we can be so crazy
vomited..omg 1st time i drank..and i vomit..and its orange in colour
becuz i drank orange flavour breezer and some beer

tink due to alchohol...wanted to ton the night..but still i fall asleep
but thanks to sz snoring..we shifted frm 1 rm to the other rm..leaving him alone
with jere and constance cuz they 2 are not slping

nxt dae wake up..went for breakfast at the nearest foodcourt
take away for jenn and bird as they will still slping..
time past fast the 2nd dae...tink its becuz we watched movie
constance have to go becuz she need rch home by 8 plus..wanted to find her
at her workplace but end up..lol long story...
da jie da sry for spoiling ur surprise..
but im realli dammn happy that u came..serious
althought its just that short 1 hr
bbq-ing prawns for her...chit chat with her
send her to mrt station and went back to chalet
everything just happen so fast..and this the 2nd night of our chalet
the nxt morning we need to book out..
why time tend to past faster when we are having fun
why cant it be the other way round...its bound to be better that way
oh aww..we cant change 1sec to 0.01 sec
and 1 tink..i 4get to take photo with da jie da again -.- shit!
nxt time must remember!! finish up our bbq food...have some alcohol again
wanted to ton while watching movie..end up every1 watch half way and slp
off-ed the com and every1 went to slp..wake up in the morning around 8.40
sit for awhile..went for a swim..thought that we need to book out by 12
but its 10.30. rush back..took a quick bath...pack our things and went to have breakfast a burger king...but there 1 sad thing jere lost his 40 dola + slipper
somemore its quite new..duno which idiot..slipper oso wan steal.omg
finished our meal..waited for the car..and went back to our home sweet home

b4 going home...have a few round of mahjong at bird house..becuz we 4get to bring the set along ..and then went home. was not use to it...suddenly frm a house that is so ren nao..to a house that im alone...aww i hate this kind of feeling...
make mi feel so bu se de..but nvm...soon enuff im adapt back to this kind of urban life..and survive until now..becuz my mind realli need to shut off liao..

so that all guys...when im free i will change this post..becuz i tink its like crap.due to my half dead mind.

2010-03-11T07:31:00.001-08:00

60 THINGS A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D

2010-03-09T09:14:00.000-08:00

wow its been 1 month plus since i last blog...
exam finish now holidae..kinda miss my poly fren
how we joke everydae to past the time..
and those study period is the best(Y)
went to sch watch movie then study tgt
or either play game tgt and study...either way its still gud
sad to sae last paper was realli dammn hard _|_
oh well..since its over then just 4get it

have been slacking for 1 wk
start working nxt wk ba..relax abit 1st
sae dao work...this the 1st time i saw da jie da working??!!
cuz when she work at sakae i totally have no idea she working there
after we get our o lvl result..
ahaha her apron was very cute...went to buy 1 pokky to li siao her
nxt time i shld use nets...becuz when she c dao card she very gan chiong
swipe card oso can swipe wrong machine tsk tsk!
must learn to du li ar! even thought u hate to be alone

lastly hurt my shoulder for stupid reason-.-
dammn stupid...hmm nth to add on liao that all for todae
to be continue! =)

2010-01-17T06:06:00.000-08:00

piano~~!!
k todae the 1st time i learning piano..
its was kinda sudden of making this decision
lucky enuff...my cousin de gf teach mi
not bad eh...can play half the song liao^^
just learn 1 dae onli !!
althought still using 1 hand only...slowly will move to 2 hand de =)

haha... guess wat my whole family thought i have a GF
that y i sudden learn piano lol!
then my mum sae no wonder these dae keep late go home-.-
i was with my brothers they all..slack slack..
that y so late go home de...
and frm this..i guess my mum dun against mi to have a GF
she still ask mi bring home show her
and keep sae i go her house till so late to learn piano
thus sae i learn piano becuz of her

haha like weird eh...
but still of cuz i wish when i got a GF i can bring home...
no need gui gui sui sui..hide here hide there
like that sound gud eh.. =)

hope that i can learn the songs i want smoothly!
and thanks OHY 4 helping mi finding the tutorial =)
k that all cya !

2010-01-15T07:37:00.000-08:00

*hoo*
wah dammn lot dust...going 1 month i nvr touch my blog liao
hmm wat new???
erm 2 more hole on my ear...some colour on my hair
and some things i will nvr do it again =(

feel like being more and more lazy liao...
i actually slept in class for the 1st time -.-
maybe recently these dae realli too tired ler
slp late almost every night O.O

fall asleep just now..then hear dao msn got pp tok to mi
jiu wake up liao...
k wat 4 todae..
late for sch for more than 30 min..went in...
Susan lee give mi that kind of face
everytime im late for more then 30 min
i still can smile when walking into the class
haha lucky i do more presentation todae
if not she gonna shoot mi again =.="

then time pass fast..sch ended meet joe and sz for lunch
have chicken rich at FC2..like sian onli..all FC are full during that hour
after that both of them went eating sweets..i dint eh!
guess i still hold my promise =)
after that sz went for his GEM class
me pei joe to wait 4 his cousin to rch and i went to rp find jere

hear people playing piano in the libaray
wah like nice!
i gonna try to learn myself
of cuz ask some1 to teach mi if there any1 willingly to
dun ask mi y i wan learn piano
i just find it cool ^^
or maybe there other reason

lol 1 thing..jere was jerking when he slping like he having nightmare
went to bird blk and slack there..
took alot of random picture using joe com
cuz we realli nth to do liao..like no life sia we all
slack slack jiu go liao
went home with pk...
lol she was talking all the way bout her job
but seriously like far..ask mi work i cfm dun wan
rch the place already no mood work liao

k la my brain turning off liao duno wat to post oso
full of ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
1 last thing "I LIWL NDA HALSL URTTS U OALT OREM"
kk nitex people !

Giving up? or Cont...i duno

2009-12-24T15:41:00.000-08:00

seem like its my turn to wake up early and tink alot
ytd night all the way was thinking about what u posted
and mostly on
the last 2nd message u sent me
it really change my mind on cont liking u
seriously when i bought all those things ytd
my mind onli think to cheer u up and nth else
but i cant help it..i just want add something on

cuz recently u realli kenna alot
and feel dammn sad
it realli feel hurt when everytime u told u wanted to cry
and i cant do anything about it other than just ask u not to cry?
remember i told u if u want to give up a person
is equal to the same amount of day that u had love him/her b4.
so its 4 full yrs of feeling that i had with u in sec
Asking me to give u up is realli more hard than scoring all A in my module
so do i need 4 yrs to 4get u? i duno...

but i know 1 thing that what my heart wants...he dun wan to give up...not at all
after doing so many things 4 u...his determination is getting stronger and stronger
instead of weaker alhough kenna reject countless times
But still the last 2nd message destroy all this..it realli make mi dun feel like cont
i dun wan feel this sadnesss again...
i dun wan go to bed in tears again..
i realli dun wan...
i know ur heart onli got him..fully of him..
也许 i dun even have a place inside

I just want to ask this qn again after u had 4get him...not now but after u had completely 4get him...Do i still deserve a 2nd chance?
although i know the answer 99% will still be the same...even with just 0.0001 %
i still wan to try..i will wait till that day come and after that
maybe that time my heart will realli die ler

2009-11-25T04:10:00.000-08:00

im back to post!!
hmmm...wat shall i start with...exam coming soon...need study liao
wat have i been doing...watching taiwan drama lol HAI PAI TIAN XIN
duno y im addicted to the show..my fren was watching in class ytd
and i wanted to listen
in class..but keep looking at his screen....even snatch his ear piece to listen
end up ask him to send mi...AI SHANG YANG CHEN LIN..
frm this show...haha like weird..

k last wk...bird work at farmart last sun..went to visit him with joe
duno y on the way was so keen to see wat he is doing there
maybe like nvr c him work b4...somemore at this kind of place
stay there until he fang gong..auntie drive us home

To da jie da...sry 4 ur 500 words post..realli got alot to write de
but duno y todae mind sudden all blank...=P
i remember liao then i edit again =x

k seriously i duno wat to post liao
go bath liao
cya nxt time =)

2009-11-09T05:23:00.000-08:00

k back to post!!!whoa just bath finish..its cooling eh ^^
cuz just now got drizzle abit
went to have dinner with jere,bird and ersao
saw hl budi they all at coffee shop so qiao

hmm wat have i been doing recently??
frm last wk...pei joe this few dae at he kenna trouble
shag 4 him sia...if those thing happen to mi..
i realli cant accept the fact lor...
at least he still can face it bravely
gudjob bro..things will be fine 4 u...at least...i hope

And oso pei da jie da go browse her thing with mei...
acutally was meeting mei onli de..then gan hao she wan buy thing
so pei her oso...and mei i got xin de hor..i pon the last hour
just to rch early to meet dao u like wat u said

was walking up and down of cwp
frm this shop to another...then back to the same shop again
lol..then went to joe house to dota with jere oso
it was abit sian..we played AI..
they went to have their dinner lata on as i went home
cuz home got cook..

then nxt dae..went to sch as normal but sch ended early todae
went home dota all they wat to night..i feel that i have no life sia
other then dota nth else liao =.=..boring life

then its was thursdae...went to pei her to buy her thingy
woots 1st time go out one one with her 4 so long i have known her?
saw another side of her...the thought-ful side lol!
choose card oso can choose dao so zi~ xi..
envelope fold dao oso request 4 new de
hmm...duno how to describe her.....
gud jiu dui liao =)
plus she rushing 4 time eh..help bought newspaper
but i pick up 1 dola so the newspaper was free eh
after that jiu went home ler

so its fridae...sch ENDED at 10 oso =.=
pei jere tgt with joe to collect his lappy
lol then dun feel like moving so we sat there playing icy tower
until joe was hungry so we went back woodlands to have lunch
end up they eat instant nooodle at joe home
dota all the way then went home ler

then nxt dae went out with zr to bottle tree
got free prawing eh ^^
but we didnt keep those prawn we caught
we gave to 2 children
but we kenna lucky draw lol 1 micro oven ^^
then we cab home zr sis de bf treat mi

sundae was a boring dae 4 mi so nth to blog about
then till now its mondae
went to sch i was late!!! -.-
its was my gem course calender and astrology
woots its cool todae learn bout calender
y feb got 28/29 dae all that kind of stuff
still got story behind all the months too
hmm just smth that i thought maybe i shld bring lappy to sch
it seriously will distract mi..and i cant study =((
but i bring just to contact with some1 as in msn
or some dae that i realli need to bring

hmm we shall c ba...maybe nxt week onwards i will not bring
unless i need it in sch..i realli have to study liao
as i everytime bomb to my class i will get 4 point
haha its the joke
at least i have to work hard 4 my 3.5 1st?
yea maybe i shld !!

then was last lesson..was rushing to end my tutorial fast
went to buy cake with her..then after that when going out of cwp
1 weird guy came to mi and ask wat my height and would i wan
to be in the drama =.= i was like erm "can we go now" so i sae no
told DA JIE DA that i was tall and handsome that y he choose mi LOL!
she keep sae mi BHB eh

then jere came to my house
have alot of fun with him dotaing lol
we were joking with the hero

then after that back to starting of this post
as i said i went to dinner...so wat happen nxt is already written
LONG ENUFF MAH DA JIE DA?!?
hehe ^^
that all byebye~~

2009-10-26T07:13:00.000-07:00

k its been past 22hrs and 2 more hr to the ending...
first of all...i wanna thanks those that wished me!!!
this include my bro...jere joseph alson cc bird...bird-sao
my mei mei and cutie lim~~!!(althought at first she 4get)

it realli make my dae eh...early morning receive msg frm fren
that work at bakerin...hehe^^ meet my 2 gud fren at dover mrt
lol i suppose to be early de...but i miss 4 damme train at jurong mrt station
end up im the lastest -.-
when to gem class...1st go in jiu c dao that slut cc lol with that smile
when to sit at the back row of the class...the aircon was damme cold
time pass i was playing facebook game LOL...

then went to another class...lze was eating fish fillet...somemore i was so hungry at that time...webcam with her awhile...soon its was break time
ate beef fried rice...starting was telling my fren i wan eat beef fly rice
lol then they lame with mi oso
then chiong finish math tutorial jiu went home ler

went to woodlands center find jere with his 2 new fren
lol i found that his fren realli look like my pri sch fren..the voice that face
they went home soon after i rch awhile

went to arcade with jere lol...played the game that we usally play...cfm win de lor hor!!! jere ?lol play too many time liao...then went to play that game using gem to attack de street figher..its fun leh...waiting 4 bird and joe to rch

went to mac afterward...lol all of us are mad with the new mac promotion..."monopoly"
went deperately finding the sentosa cove lol 50K u know that alot
tink my bdae luck is not that gud ba haha..then 1 small boy walk past he was holding
the monopoly thing lol wanted to ask him got sentosa or not...then wan trick frm him
bad lor lol but guess its not easy to get it oso...li siao abit then went to pool
play play play....lol we play couple match joe and yt bird and jenn and of cuz mi and jere...damme gay...sae i nvr give him kiss that y he miss

took bus home..jere bus was the first to come follow by bird then me
still...i want thanks bird and jenn alot...for finding to come out pei mi 4 my bdae thanks!

hmm abit bout myself ba..old 1 more yr liao...im offcially 17
live so long learn alot of things
just guess things will not always go the way we wanted
some things u have to work damme hard 4 it...then it will be yrs
some things u dun need to do anything 4 it...i will still be yrs
however some things no matter how much effort u put in it...it would nvr be yr
that wat i learn eh =)
k gtg i got alot invoice to type...nitex every1 =DD

2009-10-21T07:54:00.000-07:00

back to post...todae its a boring dae man
sch ended at 10am -.- wtf!!!
duno how they plan timetable...
nvm..maybe its a gud time for mi to have fun
went to gym just 6 hr ago...guess i still have to buy weight gainner
i wan become stronger and bigger eh =)

duno y sudden mind blank off...just now got alot thing to sae de-.-

so sign off..byebye

2009-10-10T06:00:00.000-07:00

hmm..shall not blog alot bout todae...just cut short
lol it happen to fast that i dun even have time
to tink bout wat just happen....
i thought i gonna tell her tmr...but instead it happen just a few hr ago
the post below is just 4 my close "girl" fren

when u want some1 to eat "sweet" with i cfm will de eh(just let mi know eh )
when u have problem with ur stead and need some1 to tok to...i be ur listening ear
when u encounter any problem...i will try to solve 4 u(even if i duno how to)
when u need some1 to pei u chat until u slp...i always be the 1 ready
when u need some1 to accompany u home...i be the 1st to sae yes...
when ur lost and need to find help...just a cor or a sms and i will be there

hmm...there still alot when u when u...if i cont writing duno need write until when
tired liao yawnz...made a promise to her...
*hook*hook* finger
woo its 2 am...
realli tired liao nitex every1!!

2009-10-08T08:48:00.000-07:00

back frm yishun...i just learn people onli truely treasure things when they are gone 4va...
my 3 goldfish died =( left 2 becuz of wat...duno which idiot pull out my oxygen tank plug
die of not enuff oxygen...

saw alot of couples at the coffee shop just now when i was eating alone..sudden veri jealous of bird and jenn...duno y....just want to sae maybe i realli lost the chance to be with u 4 yrs ago...there wont be a 2nd chance anymore..

can time go back to when i 1st saw u in class?! i guess no ba ..

2009-10-07T22:01:00.000-07:00

hmm..wat there to blog..k let start frm mondae..ben lai shi yao meet mei after sch slack de..end up early meet jere..joey and mei....to eat "sweets"..waited for them at the entrance...went to the coffee shop that near RP wow damme lot people...and mostly all RP student..after that went to dao bao food cuz no seat...then when my chicken chop is ready...there a sit...i ji tao sian diao...buy dao bao then sit down eat lols..then joey order mee goreng...the taste realli cmi...the whole box nvr eat...the smell like seafood smell damme strong

after finish..went back RP...then jere decided to pon...lol 1st dae start jiu pon....then joey oso follow...mei dun dare to pon..lol she too guai liao in the end still sucess in psycho-ing her...then went to cwp to slack...rch there ler..c her eyes jiu know she want cry liao..maybe its the memories that she had with him at cwp...then duno y feel like going time-zone..maybe too long nvr go ler..so decided to go...play the stacker game which i played last time when celebrate cc bdae...i spend 15 dola on it...but still can get =.=..then this time i onli try 2 game jiu dun wan liao
then after that play detona...arh duno how spell..with jere lol i won !=) last round then catch up de...

was finding them...o.0 yuan lai they inside the ride ride de machine...then after that took neoprint with them...cuz mei work here b4 so got free de...btw jere ur pic still with mi...
then bird and joe came..they ben lai wan go vivvo de then nvr go liao..jiu end up going MAC slack
bought sundae and mac furry..sit at there chit-chat..then joseph let mi listen to a song cor "wrong hole" lol...they lyrics is weird but their voice is good...then bird went to fetch jenn...then joey jiu went off to find her bro...we went to kiddy palace to find jere mum meanwhile waiting 4 bird..then saw yz there working lol he was looking at gundum model..bird rch liao text joey where she..she sae she at sportlink so went to find her..then bird wan to buy his gloves..plus she need go liao so mei and her go 1st...

was hunting for bird gloves...1st when to royal sportiing house then..then to converse then back to sportlink again..lol..after that went to pool with them...tink is they stead long enuff liao
jenn not so shy liao not like last time =.=...c dao us jiu hide behind eugene...after playing we jiu went hm liao...1m the 1st to go...cuz my bus is reaching.rush to the bus stop...i made it in the end...jiu went home ler..tink is the night b4 or this night i chatted on phone with her...chat bout 1hr plus..then tell her cor her back lata..in the end msg her she was on phone so ask her to cor back mi when she finish chattiing...in the end i dun wan reply her..cuz she wan ton..lol make her wait msg until she slp...i know u dun like it haha..i oso dun like it when pk do that on mi :p..but its good method eh..to make people slp when they dun wan

hmm then its was tuesdae...they ask mi go eat subway with them..but duno y i dun feel like going so nvr go..use com use dao afternoon..then jere cor mi sae bk wj the all going pool ask mi wan go or not...in the end go pool again lol..its realli was kinda bored to rot at home..i wish i got a pool table at home...time past fast..chated with her on msn...if not wrong i cor her twice i 4get when liao..she starting veri sad de..then when she told mi wat happen...her mood totally change eh...then i jiu know words frm him realli affect her alot..damme lot..then after that i oso duno y end up msging with her frm coring....then msg half way she sudden nvr reply..jiu know she fall asleep liao..then nxt dae..which is ytd FYI is wednesdae...she told mi that she fall asleep..guess dao oso...-.-...then she told mi that she have to help mum take the wat pot pot the thingy frm metro i jiu ask her i wan u take wan ??she sae wait 4 her mum to cor 1st...then lata was dotaing half way mei...ask mi faster go rp accompany her to go take...then quicky end game...wear a cap jiu went off liao ...she called mi while waiting 4 train...whereeee uuuuu....then i sae wait wati going rch liao..give mi 8 min..the after rch cwp..she ask mi to wait 4 her at B&S...went to bought milknew frm B&S then waited 4 her..then she came..have to wait for jere oso...cuz ben lai bird and jenn was with him but they took cab home..rich ar...eat "sweets" with them behind the mrt station...then jiu went metro liao...help her carry the pot...then follow her dao 962 bus-stop pei her wait bus...bus came she jiu went off liao...wanted to send her home but she insist dun wan so nvm then...then went to bird house...lol its was funny

joe open the door 4 us then i jiu ask where that 2..he sae in kitchen eating..then i jiu went kitchen..1st sentence jiu sae...need mi light candle 4 u 2? lol..then use bird com play dota 1 round they jiu went gym liao...my back still pain..so i nvr went with them..so went back home...boring right my life..-.-...then msn she told mi sry that she nvr reply mi...i jiu ask her wat happen..but she dun wan tell eh...not even to pk...then nvm lor...ask mi not to worry she fine...help her find 1 song...nothing gonna change my love 4 u...i took this frm sz he bastard ask him where dl he sae wait..then he sae he got....frm this can c that she still love him alot...just wish u and him ok again..
and u wont sad so much liao..actually i duno wat i typing oso..write too much liao

hmm..as 4 mi...to my jere bro and mei...i oso duno wat i wan know ps ar :p
k this post shall end here..i gonna have my lunch bye!

2009-09-14T05:43:00.000-07:00

Yo..im back for blogging!...hmmm wat 4 todae...early morning wake up at 5.45
so sleepy -_-zz....bo bian...have to send my bro go army..and his my onli bro
went with my cousin...reached pasir ris...at around 7.20 saw alot family at the
waiting point...waited 4 the bus to fetch us to the jetty..shit ths bus _|_
make me feel like vomit again...rch the jetty have to scan i/c..board the PENGUIN ferry
wow..its huge...and the air con like 0 degree so cold...on the way to the camp...they were quiet...onli mi and my cousin chat all the way..like the whole ferry onli got the 2 of us
onli our voice...others are slience...

we like going on excursion...like wat we do in pri sch..go zoo go bird park...etc
finally rch the camp its was like 15 min ride...still have to a another bus to rch the inner camp -.-...wonder how they tahan everyweek book out book in..the duration so long
Rch my bro camp took a tour around his camp look at their rm..their toilet...thier canteen
its not as bad as wat i thought..its acutally quite good the surrounding..if no 1 sae its a camp others cfm thought its chalet..after that still got a lecture to hear...so sian
at sch so many lecture liao still got-.-...saw my bro in the auditorium..but tink he dint saw us...then its the swearing part...this remind mi of my past cca NPCC..around the same..those feeling..actually i kinda miss camp

hmm this not the time to sae this..back to topic...after swearing went to the canteen..have the last lunch with my bro...the food taste good or not i duno...
becuz i got block nose i cant smell anything-.-..then mum told mi that the vegetable got
a bad smell...but too late i already finished all LOL..bo bian i cant smell it so just gobble everything inside.

time past fast...its was time 4 my bro to fall in...bidfarewell to him...mum was like abit
bu she de...scare he chi bu liao ku..then i sae not just him..every1 oso have to suffer
took a few photo b4 leaving...walk back to the jetty...lol we the 1st of the 2nd boat..like kiasu.-.-..went in was tired feeling like slping...and mum was already slping
watching my cousin play psp all the way...rch the jetty..TOOK a bus again!!this the 1st time i take bus so many time in a dae =.="...went walking around pasir ris MRT..looking the bus stop that mum sae can rch woodlands directly...but her fren nvr pick up the phone so we duno where the bus stop is..end up we still took mrt back..then saw her msg..replied
her..was suprised eh...^^..after like 1 hr plus finally rch MSL..went to coffee shop to have a small bite...cuz like the food given is still not full enuff..ate za jiang mian...still..i cant smell damme sian all the food i eat like plain..

then went to collect my x-ray report..doctor sae nth wrong with my spine..-.- the zhong yi lie to mi..sae wat my 12th spine is longer that y will pain..i tink i will show him my x-tray where got longer spine...u dig out show mi...nvm 4get it..the doctor sae must go swimming..and NO BB 4 at least 2 mnth..wtf!?! sian i was trying to get back playing=.= then ask mi stop again..suan liao...then went home...played with my cousin psp the whole afternoon then went dota 2 round with my sp fren..LOL guess wat she know i playing games lols..then my cousin left just not long ago....and i had my dinner...that y now i blogging
till now i still got the wave pushing the feeling lol like my body still in the ferry like that up down up down...hmm...i duno wat to blog liao..wish my blocknose faster heal...i want to smell food...2 daes nvr smell dao liao..

2009-08-31T09:09:00.000-07:00

k im back home...now eating instant noodles..-.- u all must be wondering y so late i still eating right?the reason is i 4get to eat my dinner becuz of play basketball!!

k wat 4 todae...wake up bath when to MSL with alson...meet him at msl mrt..
on the way cor jere to wake u cuz alson sae after 11 jiu cannot meet liao in the end is still can -.-.-
i wore slipper to sch todae...starting was worried that i cant go in...but in the end guess wat
mr kamil let mi in the not alson becuz of his hair colour...LOL...is like we both are worrying that
i cant get in..in the end is him.

so i went in 1st with AL and fauzi watch the concert a little bit then wonder around the sch...saw the thinking hub...tink dao the past how i spend the times doing coursework for my DnT...its like
ytd onli..time realli past fast..haiz but we cant do anything about it...yi zhuan yan i have survive in the sch for 4 yrs =D.

went hunting 4 miss baey...she said she was at 3m1...when we rch there...no1 there =.=" phoned her ..but she nvr pick up...end up she just beside the classroom at the small study corner with miss ng....lol then sylvia drag miss teo in too...we are settle in 3m2 and took alot photos and i went to play with miss baey spot light...lol its small but its damme shiny* sat on the chair in classroom found physics book under table ask miss baey teach physics LOl
we:Miss baey!!teach us physics!!
missbaey:The whole book u all already do finish liao
lol we went laughing then those girls tok with tcher bout their r/s then mi and yz all sat tgt tok tok..i long time nvr c him ler...after that jiu went off ler...thought of mum nvr cook todae...so went coffee shop ate pineapple...lol tok bout food...i duno y she dun wan let mi know wat she eating...SECRETIVE* eh...haha then jiu went home liao cause lata have math test...
damme sian lor onli mi got -.- other all can enjoy...rush hm cause was about to rain...in the end
i still kanna =.=" i was waiting at the traffic light then sudden rain heavily...rch hm have a hot bath jiu off to dover...rch dover sit at study corner revise abit..then jiu go class liao
its quite easy...if no careless mistake...tink can score high...^^went home...off to blk 8...cause yz
skip training becuz we want to play bb.so WEI DA lols...b4 going go in 7 11 paid my phone bills -.- 40 dola so exp lols then my lousy phone no batt...nvm going change liao...k so started playing
LOOOOONG TIMEEEEE NVRRRR play until like that liao serious i realli MISS it...its was since prelim i have this kind of game when all of us gather then play full cour...in the end pj and larry have a little conflict...true fren cfm will have conflict de...but the will solve it fast and smooth =)
play until light off...sit there chit chat...then mh plan a activity to go sentosa...lol it seems fun...
after that when home...damme tired..have a bath then settle down to on my com and cook my noodle and chat with HER...k i duno wat to write liao ...hmm and btw i try to wrote as much as i can liao xD....that all nitex every1 !!

2009-08-28T08:49:00.000-07:00

k back to post!! just finish bathing...back still hurt...damme pain
i tink i gonna go tui na again -.- k wat 4 todae ??hmm wake up morning use
com then do abit math...play some game..do math again...chat with her....
chat chat chat dao dao evening...i go buy food for my family..then went
to mei house to take BB...after taking meet jere and sz..LOOOOOGGGG time nvr c sz liao
1st time after so long we meet him..still the same old him...play bb with them
tink i old liao or too long nvr play..run abit tired liao not like last yrrr can play
whole dae...i miss those dae we after sch straight go blk 8 play bb in the hot sun then
1 weirdo claim that his a proff sae we mad play under hot sun...=.="
k back to topic after playing go mekan!!drink 2 can of soya bean and ate fish soup with rice damme full..then jiu went home ler...was walking that dark dark road again-.-
i was like wtf..totally no light...msg her and ask her whether can cor her or not..in the
end i still cor...chat with her on the way home..she quiet man lol...tink is 1st time toking on phone with mi ba and i cor her so sudden ...then bu zhi bu jue jiu walk dao msl mrt liao...then rch my blk tell her i rch liao then kup ler....THANKS eh ! duno is i realli scare that dark road or i am just finding excuese to cor her =x...onli gods know :)..k that all 4 todae bye peeps !

2009-08-20T05:16:00.000-07:00

yo!im back frm joeseph house...todae is a boring dae
went to sch for 1 and a half hour doing nth..-.-
class rep sae ytd must come todae as lecturer is going
through past yr paper so i went..in the end tcher sae any qn can ask mi
and i didnt bring anything -.- so sat there looking at my fren for that period of time
then cant tahan ler...went home..on the way home..bought a fish that " eat shit"
cause my goldfish tank realli dirty veri fast...at home play dota dota then end up going
joseph house..walk to 14++ took 911..tink took the sae bus with jac..while waiting 4 the bus saw 1 couple think frm chi-na.doing those things at staircase..that lady keep
rub her legs against his dick -.- iwas like..ok nvm treat it as i nvr saw..rch joe house
help jere change his warcraft verison..went to eat at the opposite coffee shop
then we eat 'sweet' b4 going back his house.play standard game with jere and joe lol
we are pathetic....need 3 person to win 1 insane ai!!so noob..jere damme sian he keep tio aim and the first to die...LOl i still have to buy 1 hero 4 him to let him control..in the end we won!k time to go home...rch the busstop jere go 1st as 913 came first..the saw 911 thought he would auto stop -.- he didnt fk the driver he just drive past =.="
then duno y feel like going home fast took a cab..met a funny uncle lol his damme funny
cuz is 7.59 so he sae dun wan take the extra charge as its just 1 min then he told he story to mi bout a person frm brazil sae he cheat his money but is him actually told him
the wrong street..the quarrel quarrel sae wat wan go court sue this sue that...then he saeing cb la fk u la all the way i was laughing all the way..then rch hm sae bye to that uncle..rch home 1st thing on com WROTE THIS BLOG...wow this the first time i wrote so long!! kk gtg train my abs and bath lata bye!

2009-08-19T06:45:00.000-07:00

just came back frm gym with my bro..as usual..every wed we would go gym
this time like damme slack not that intense...dun have the feel leh
maybe we should go play bb like wat jere sae but bird wan go lols
nvm in the end we still went. on the way pass cc his present which is suppose
to give mi ages ago..bird put the present in throught the window lol
the neighbour saw thought we wan do wat -.-..after dinner go "underthelight"
again but i didnt..just dun have that feel to =(...k that all for todae bye!

2009-08-15T06:02:00.000-07:00

Back to post!!! thanks to joe..i got my new blog which is alot better
the last 1 which can onli play 30s per song...will not blog so often as exam
coming soon...and oso going gym more often..k that all 4 todae!cya byebybe!